Chunky guy with a beard that likes bigger beautiful women. I work very hard for my living as a commercial hvac service tech and my time is valuable. Frankly I'm still deciding if I wanna date since I just got ditched at the church by my would be wife. I was with her since I was 12 so the whole flirting and dating thing is very new to me since I never experienced it in high school. Being committed to a relationship now I feel would be a challenge, so I'm on here because real life is hard since I have no clue what I'm doing and I'm insecure about certain things like my image, it's been the same girl for 12 years telling me I'm cute and then she left me so who knows anymore.