Do you believe in honesty,loyalty and truthfullness,then look no further. I am looking for someone with good communication, open and honest. I am looking for my a friend, best friend and lover. I want someone romantic and who is a single un-attached female around ages of 30-45ish and I do not have any kids but would like to have some some day for a possible relationship and hoping to find that special someone who likes to kiss, cuddle and hold hands and who is also romantic and passionate. I am open and honest and have a good heart.I want someone who also likes playing computer or online games like everquest or world of warcraft,reading,writing,travelling, bowling,chatting,walks on the beach,jet-skiing,and many other things. I want someone who likes to travel. I am ready to settle down. Well, I hope to hear from you and if you dont mind then it don't matter and along with friendship means alot and lifes to short not to take risks and what I want in a relationship most is honest communication which is top priority for me. What I really want is someone who answers questions honestly, and perhaps even volunteers information. I want someone who confidently asks for her wants and needs to be met. I want someone who can see the truth and tell it like it is while communicating with kindness. I just want someone who can communicate without being too critical, who cares about preserving her dignity. I want someone to choose me out of want rather than out of desperation -- either materially or emotionally. I desire to feel I am in need to be wanted and needed by my partner, but I want my partner to have a separate identity and would like her to be non judgemental and who accepts things as they are and who wont try to change who I am. I want someone to be active and independent, to have her own friends and interests. I want no manipulation of any kind and I do not drive or work for situations and reasons that I learned to accept and take as they are.. I do not want to read my partners mind or try to interpret signals. I do not want to be forced to move faster in a relationship than I am ready. I do not want to be manipulated into taking all the blame for things gone wrong. I do not want to be on the receiving end of game playing.I want a partner who can laugh at herself and who has courage and strength. I want someone who can see her part in relationship dynamics and own it. She has to be emotionally stable. I want someone who is developing herself personally, and who takes responsibility for her emotional experience.Fidelity is an absolute must. In fact, I want someone who does not have a "roaming eye" and who can wholeheartedly commit to the relationship. Many may define commitment as fidelity plus the willingness to work on the relationship -- even when the going gets tough.Many women treat men in ways that diminish their egos, making them feel inadequate. I would rather have more praise, more acknowledgment of what I do right, more acknowledgment that I am one who is loved and appreciated by my partner as I acknowledge the same thing back to my partner.Also if my partner lives out of state or elsewhere I hope the chance for them to relocate would be considered if any relationships get off the and finally one last thing is I love to cuddle and and I'm searching for a thick, curvy beauty who enjoys the protection of a man, likes the touch of strong hands and craves being hugged and kissed all over her body. I am going into this with no ridiculous expectations. Just want a friend to enjoy dinner and a good movie with, someone to go dancing with, and loves to have fun. I'm a romantic who loves the pleasures that life has to offer. I'm open-minded and adaptive within reason, and I like to consider myself multi-talented and creative. I'm looking for an affectionate female and you can email me if you like at firstname.lastname@example.org and and I do prefer that you should be a native american and weight is average to heavyset and average or above average in height then thats a plus as well as a preference of mine.