CHEMISTRY IS HOT

Father of 4 (3 yrs-14yrs) freshly seperated, still in the midst of the whole process of hearing down what we built, so just on here to take those first few steps, purely looking and maybe chatting...
Not looking to connect as this is not the time. I'm not "free" yet.

I guess I just need to remember how to do this with ladies. Meet and chat and flirt
I probably sound like a dork LOL.

I'm 43, bald (but I have a good head shape for it LOL) chubbier that I am comfortable with but it's been a hard year and Hagan Daz is better than cheap drugs LOL
I have a great sense of humor and can laugh at myself.
I think I am coming into my best years!

Background in martial arts, I play music, enjoy reading, learning and science. I'm very curious about life and the world we live in. I also have an interest in the hmmm, shall we say esoteric... I like to try and peek behind the veil.

I like to deep but am learning how to be more chill and enjoy the pleasure of the moment. I like to share and make people happy.
I truly think that curvy plus size women are beautiful.
If you are chubby and insecure about yourself if we were to connect, believe I'd make you feel beautiful and s*xy and desired.
I just have to have that chemistry and connection or I won't be wasting your time. I like it hot and er***c and passionate! I don't want to resist it, I want to dive in.
I want my best friend and my wife. I want that woman who I admire and that makes me want to be a better man.
And I want the one who feels the same.
I'm not looking for perfection.
I'm looking for connection.