CKDAZZLE

Just wanna preface this. I'M NOT GONNA GET NAKED AND SEND YOU PICTURES. Please don't even bother messaging if that's your goal. I hate to be blunt, but this has happened to me SO. MANY. TIMES. that I feel like I need to address it. Would you go up to a stranger and ask them for n*des? No? Then why do you feel it's okay to do so over text? I don't have a problem with people who s*xt, do it if you want. But I don't want to, and I don't want anyone pressuring me to do it, either. Nudity and intimacy are sacred to me. I've s*xted in the past and it has led nowhere. Once they got what they wanted, the left. And I'm over that. I'm over being foolish.

Okay, now that THAT'S out of the way. HELLO! c: I'm just a big girl looking for something meaningful. And I'm a BIG girl. Simply put, I'm fat. 300+ pounds of fat. Some men are turned off by a fat body. Pretty much every man I've ever met around here... They want a girl with huge boobs, a nice butt, and a narrow waist. That's not me. I have lumps everywhere. I hope by coming here, to this website, that I'll find a man who likes my "lumps." I'm hoping I'll be able to find a man who loves me for who and what I am: a fat girl.

From years of ridicule, I've grown to dislike the way I look immensely. I grew up in a s**tty situation, and I'm easily frightened. Long story short: I'm very insecure. I just want my problems to be out on the table before you send any messages. But with the help of a kind man, maybe I'll learn to love myself and my body for what it is. I do want to lose some weight for health purposes, though. Diabetes runs in my family. Well, it doesn't run. Nothing RUNS in my family. Lol, see what I did there? I have a sense of humor! That's always a plus, right? I'm afraid I'm not very good at selling myself, hah.

To be completely honest, I've nothing to give but love. I'm not rich. I don't have an awesome job. My mom lives with me, as she's disabled, and I live in a town that's covered in snow half the year, and the other half of the year is usually pretty glum as well. I'm shy, I'm scared, I'm anxious. But I'm also kind, and sweet. I'm considerate, sincere, compassionate, and nurturing. I love to make people happy. I love to please and care for others. A lot of my friends say I'd be a wonderful mother.

Most people look at me and judge me before they even know me based solely on my weight. It's a cruel world. But, I'd love to share it with someone. I want to experience love, just once... I want, so badly to be loved. I don't know what it's like to be loved. Sure, my family and friends love me... but that's a different kind of love. I don't know what it's like to make love, or fall asleep in someone's arms. To be kissed or held. Or even just snuggle up on the couch. I want to experience it. I want to give all of my love to someone. I know I could make someone very happy. If only someone would just give me the chance... A girl can dream.~

If there's anything you're curious about, send me a message

~CKdazzle