BBW_METIS6969

Well I am 24 years old and living in Edmonton Alberta right now for the time being,I've been single for a while now since I've lost my husband in 2013. I am now actually opening up with people more then before I am a very shy person when I 1st meet someone so I am not stuck up just kind of worried about being misjudged and taken for a bed person I do have a past that is in the past it stays there.
I'm really just looking for some affection and for someone too show me that I actually matter to someone other then my friends it seems that I am a hard person to love and a hard person to show affection towards because I am afraid to be hurt again I'm not here for anything too serious unless you are willing to take the time to know me as me.....I'm just a laid back girl with a bad as attitude searching for the right women or man who can handle me as whole