BBW out of 2 yr relationship & IDK what's next.. I'm kinda lost at the moment. I hate wasting time--looking for someone who does too and is ready for something real, affectionate, fun, loyal,respectful and serious if the chemistry is right. A true man won't be satisfied with a mere picture, he'll want to hold the real thing in his hands and never let go. Just my humble opinion lol. Right now I'm just looking for someone to talk to, go out and see where things go. I've had 2 long term relationships with guys that were Autistic and I'm feeling a lil neglected. Its a lonely relationship when youre doing the social work of two--relationships are social and Autism is riddled with social deficits including back and forth conversations, empathy, and other glorious things we Neurotypicals take for granted until we meet someone who doesn't do things as you do. I loved and put forth effort but things like mental health get in the way when the man you love is Autistic. Glutton for punishment I tried 2x lol. It was not their fault. Im looking for someone who knows who they are and what they want.